SO FAIL, IT WAS EPIC

Sorry it's been a while since I've posted, there was a problem and I wrote a load of posts that just didn't appear. Don't worry, none of them were very important.

T'other day (Tuesday) I auditioned for Les Miserables (this years school musical) and was so epically crap that I didn't even get a part as a prostitute in the chorus.
Not that I'm epically surprised that I failed so badly, I think that it just proved me right, which is a very rare occurrence, so in that respect, thanks!

Having never actually properly auditioned for a school musical because of my epic rubbish-ness, I thought, seeing as it's my last year and last ever school musical, I'll go for it! I sang 'I dreamed a dream'.

Needless to say it's the last time I'm going to audition for any musical. In fact, I may just stop singing entirely, it's kind of acted as all the proof I need that I am as shit as I thought, and I really shouldn't be wasting my time.

At this point I would say 'on a brighter note', but I can't. 'King Lear' is becoming as much of a failure, and I feel really guilty, because I've got a cast full of people that I'm letting down. Howard should have known better than to trust me with it. She really should. I mean, I can't even get essays in on time, what made her think I could direct a bloody play! It's shit! I told my cast about the costume thing and how each generation was wearing costume from different periods (to enhance the difference between the morals of each generation) and they looked at me with expressions that pretty much said 'That's shit'. And they're going to end up looking daft onstage, and it's entirely my fault. I feel I should just quit now.