I have around nine days in which to get the full length version of 'A Midsummer Night's Dream' sorted. This includes various costumes and props. Add this in with the fact that half the cast haven't learnt their bloody lines means that we are more or less completely screwed.
Include with this also that I have exams looming on the horizon, which are usually enough to cause me to punch something, but these means that I have to write and memorise a german presentation in about a week. I also have a mountain of work to do that will never get done, and I know I won't do it despite my best intentions. I hate myself.
We have a scripted performance coming up in less than a month, all of which we need to block and con all of our parts, as at some stage or other everyone plays every character.
Add onto this the fact that I ahve to choose a university and a university course in time to apply and organise my future. The big life altering descisions are not something that I'm particularly exeptional, I have problems deciding what to wear in the morning.
Add onto this that I am suffering from a complete writer's block so I can't even vent my frustration by attempting to complete the three unfinished plays that I'm writing, or several of the general rambly and completely crap novels that I'm writing, and poetry... lol!
I feel like puunching something.
What is annoying me most is that I have less than twelve hours in which to write seven courseworks, a german presentation, a german essay, a history essay and various other crap that I have probably forgotten to do, no good excuses for not doing them, and I'm sat here bloody blogging!
Why am I so pathetic?
One day I'm just going to wander and not stop walking. Perhaps if I walk far enough everything will leave me behind.
If I'm dead by twenty you'll all know why.
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*Hug*
Don't cry emo-blog-Kat! ;_____;
(Excuse the pun on Bekah's icon of awesomeness - you know I mean well :p)
I really know how you feel atm, and it sucks. I mean, I'm here, reading your blog when I really should be doing homework. IT's totally not going to happen.
*Pathetic*
And screw scripted. I have two other plays to be learning. I'm not gonna bother with Bernarda for at least another week XDD
And to top it all off, Andy forgot to kiss my hand.
Rawr.
(Okay, joking a little about that last part.)
My advise is to eat lots of chocolate, drink lots of lemonade, and try and chill out a bit. And maybe make a dent in that pile of homework. It's what I'm trying to do =]
I totally feel you on the story thing too. They're usually clamouring for me to write, but they've been pretty silent lately, and I can't start scribbling without them all yelling at me. Just doesn't feel right.
(My god, I sound insane.)
*Huggles*
Eh, good luck to us both! ^_^
P.S: The play is going to be awesome. It's got me in it :-p
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